BAD BAD DAE

I was working yesterdae and it was lyke sumsort of nt enuf ppl then they call mii sia....... So i went to work den until tis period of time alot of customers streaming in den veri bz, so my manager was veri short tempered and i hvent finish tis tell mii do this... Den in the end, veri kanchiong den do things super fast den i brek e drink as ish contain in glass de, den i was WTH confirm tio scolding liao... Guess What???? He scolded mii VULGARITIES and CENSORED WORDS in front of so many customers den i was lyke all my vulgar came out too den i was damn piss off and i walk off to wash my wound as i cutted myself!!!!!! Den he still continue scolding when i was plastering my wound, i was lyke face black black and i was ######.... Haix, can jux sae JUST MY FREAKING LUCK!!!!!!!!!!

Unit Event On Sat

Veri long didnt post ler so let mii blog a post nw, LOL!!! We hv our unit event on sat and e event was GREAT as our visitors enjoy too!!! CA3 oso break 15 and we hv 18 ppl wif us during Service. Another great thing was Whitely completed CG08 and definetly CA completed CG08 too... This ish really a good news and joy tat realli wan share wif everyone.... Let e pics do e talking!!! P.S, gt 2 pics of BK, but nvm, Honour Leader mahx, LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N Level Results

Went back to sku todae to collect my N Level results and i was freaking anxious cox i knw i may nt pass. So i went to e hall den shucks!!!!!!! I was caught for my hair even though i spray black but still can see my blonde hair den suai lor i hv go auditorium to wait for my results.... Den de DM came in to look at e so-called Bad BOy, tot he was going to scold but amazingly by GOD Grace he didnt scold us but he help us jy, LOL!!! So after a long wait, e scary moment came and we hv to go in hall collect results and i can tell u i was freaking scared... I saw my fren den he sae he fail and i was lyke die die die!!! But he told mii i pass den i tot he jk wif mii and i dun believe him. So my turn ler, i was lyke i will accept my results even ish go ITE so when i takie my results from my form teacher, she congratulate mii sae i pass and i made it. I was lyke wow and freaky happy.... I reali wanna thK GOD for giving mii this chance to continue my last sku life next year in KCP cox i knw i hv nt studied reali well, but he still chose to believe in mii and tis ish reali a great encouragement from u Mighty Lord..... I will nt take ur grace for granted and i will work hard next year so tat i wont disappoint GOD and e ppl ard mii tat reali look up upon mii... Thx ya guys for all e encouragement this while and i hv been reali truly enocurage by u all. Our GOD ish reali an Awesome GOD tat reali show his Amazing Grace to us. :) If ya wan knw my pts, coMe look for mii, LOL!!!!

During Impact Meet todae, BK ask wad r our vision and dreams for GOD??? So i shared until dreams den i tear cox i was touched by GOD LOVE of wad he had done in my life.... I reali wan dream big for GOD as i wan to do church planting if i can and continue to spread e GOSpel throughout e world and to the parts of the world tat nid GOD too!!! I wan to be be compassionate lyke GOD each dae and each dae so tat i can reach out to e world.... Hope Kuching ppl will reach on thurs and expecting to spend time wif dem also nt to miss out shopping, LOL!!!! Its been a long time tat didnt see dem and they r coming to HEROES camp, YAY... Bet tat we will be spending GREAT TIME in learning e word of GOD and fellowshipping too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trip to Malaysia

Jux came back from malaysia yesterdae and trip overall was nt too bad!!! Get to bought alot of stuffs and i manage to buy loads of clothes, a belt and a denim blue skinny jeans!!! Foods at KL were delicious and obviously dere r loads of things to shop, HAHA!!! But i was sick during e trip as e 1st dae i reach genting i gt terrible flu but its still fine bahx as dere r loads of amusement and games dere for mii to ply wif my cousins!!! I tink i nid resist from temptation in shopping ler as i realise i shop too much.... SO I muz OVERCOME my ADDICTION IN SHOPPING!!!!

Choosing of schools

Went to collect results wif my bro todae wif guozhang, wj and my parents to help my bro JY!!! His results nt reali tat gd but i believe tat he can still do better when he move on to secondary sku life and reali wan wish him all e best!!! So currently nw we r discussing and choosing which sku for him to go of coz ish still his choice. :) The 2 possible skus are Deyi Sec and Presbyterian High... But i still hope tat GOD will place him in Deyi sec so tat he can be a blessing to Deyi ppl and i reali wan to pray tat soften my mum heart so tat he can go to Deyi.... If hes in Deyi, at least i nt tat worried abt him and dere will be the Deyi ppl taking care of him so tat he at least can get gd influence from them. MAY GOD BLESS!!!!

$$$ Issue

Why does my parents alwaes lyke to quarrel wif money issues while ish jux a small matter??? OH GOD, i cant stand it and it alwaes revolves ard e same issue and why r my parents so calculative over money matters....... Sumtimes i jux wish tat i am jux a normal and simple kid and dun revolve ard money matters as ish jux irritating and vexing.... NVM, gonna do my quiet time to seek GOD and PEACE!!!!!!!!!

My Job At Sakae Sushi

Started my job last week since thurs was e 1st dae. Gt to know alot of ppl and i finally understand hw tough ish it to earn $$$ and when u r being scolded, u cant shoot back and u hv to tolerate it when customers tok bad abt u.... But glad tat working nw as i wan to experience wad ish e tough times when u r working and hw e world and economy works.... I believe GOD will bless mii and keep mii in good shape to continue my work as long i hv GOD wif mii, nth ish impossible as Father In Heaven ish wif mii, he will keep mii safe and bless mii to perform my best in my job!!!

Service and Impact

Yesterdae went Service normal as usual and i am late again coz suppose meet Kelvin b4 service de, Reali sry Kelvin!!! During e meeting, Zyann was e teacher todae and i learnt alot todae too. Compassion for ppl ish reali important and if no compassion for e ppl, hw to bring dem to know christ???? We muz alwaes regularly pray for ppl as prayers r reali important and e Holy Spirit ish alwaes wif us too wherever we go and do God work!!! God already planned our future and we jux had to seek it and go e right way. So Do nt wry abt ur future too much 1st nw as GOD have already planned it for us so nw most importantly CG08 to be completed!!! After e meeting, went off for dinner so as usual after dinner we go hme... So being a bunch of zi lian ppl of coz we will luv to take pics!!!

Sad Mood

Things getting worse between us and our frenship have been drifting apart... U know wad happened and u r nt trying to do anything while i had to do everything, Jux Tell Miii Wad Ya Wan and wad other things i muz do to make up for it!!! Sumtimes seriously i veri tired to keep the frenship alone while u dun do anything abt it, if tats e case, den we shld nt even hv started the friendship.....

Friendship

I tink the friendship between us hv been straining and i tink i dun understand u anymore each dae by each dae.... I am trying to make up for everything but u didnt gif mii e chance to do it and u tink tat i am juz cheating or lying to u tat i did nt... If worst come to worst, I dunno wad shld i do to handle it.....

A Nice Saturdae

Feeling sick when i woke up todae and guess tat i tio Flu and Sore Throat at e same time coz may be due to the past 3 daes working under the hot sun bahx, LOL!!! Went service todae and i was late for usher as i was nt feeling well and feeling abit tired too and i slept abit during service due to i am sick.... After service, during usher debrief bryan told all of us to gather den while i was dazing, den yicong brought a cake in suddenly den i was shock and they surprise mii wif a cake and card. THX for e enocuragement and e card tat u guys had given mii and i reali wan THK GOD for u guys to help mii celebrate my birthdae and it had been great ushering wif u guys:) After tat, went for unit meet and i learnt alot of things todae from the unit meet too as i know tat if i wan to do more great things for the KOG, i muz also be lyke Jesus to deny myself lyke hw he himself. When Bernard finish teaching the word, we gt together and pray den after finish suddenly HAPPY BIRTHDAE to MII, WJ, and Taylor and they gave us a surprise again and wow ish all i can sae, LOL!!!! LUV MY USHER TEAM AND UNIT, THK FOR EVERYTHING U GUYS DID!!!!

Happy Birthdae Matthew Ong Xiang Wei

Started work yesterdae and the work although under the sun veri long time, but still managed make frens wif ppl i dunno so nt bad lehx!!!! Sumore todae i am finaally 16 ler and i can watch NC16 movies ler, YIPEE!!! ThX Peeps for all e wishing tat u all had given mii and it reali help mii alot. So nw 16 ler, i dun wan jux grow in age or wadever, but as the dae goes, i still wan to grow in the LORD so tat i can do great things for the KOG..... So all O level ppl pls JY for ur O level worhx since left few papers onli, haha!!! Submit everything into GOD hands and let GOD do the rest!!! gtg slp ler, working ltr so gotta catch loads of slp!!!!

Halloween At Night Safari

I have a great time spending wif Ming Quan, Dawn, Charlene at night safari yesterdae as we went for their Halloween Special sumore ish ending ler so we quickly grab the chance to go as we wont wan to miss out all the fun, laughter and sumore 1st time put eyeliner, LOL!!!! The Ghost dere are although when u c dem veri scary but they turn out to be veri funny and friendly ppl sumore and they are lyke so cute for goodness sake..... I onli get freak out when i was crossing the haunted bridge as dere ish a chinese vampire (Jiang Shi) which keep out di siaoing mii and chasing mii lor, LOL!!! I shouted lyke hell and in the end when i tink abt it, I tink ish veri funny and sumhw i forgot to take pic wif the Jiang Shi, AWWWWWWWW!!! Let the pics do the talking. :)

黑糖群侠传

Jux finish watching this Taiwan show which were casted by 棒棒糖, 黑Girls, 阿本, 小马, and 唐以菲. The show ish nt bad lah and i tink ish quite interesting so ish quite worth it to watch. If u r interested, go watch it!!! I tink u all will lyke it although sumtimes i dun reali Taiwan drama as too naggy and long... But luckily 偶像剧 nt tat long-winded and it onli gt 13 episodes plus i rarely watch this kind of shows so if i reali watch, muz be worth my time. LOL!!!

Water Baptism

Congrats to all the ppl being baptise todae as the old has gone the new has come!!! So get ready to serve GOD more in ur new form!!!

Refreshed

Went for Coporate pM and can jux sae tat it totally refreshes me as GOD reali speak to me plus most importantly, I wan to be wif u GOD!!! Shall throw all the unhappiness away and CG08 here i come!!!!!!1

Thoughts of.....

Thoughts running wild nw and i jux dunno wad to sae..... Sumtimes i would even feel lyke giving up and i dun wan care abt anything anymore... Sumtimes if dere ish this thing called Eternal Sleep, i would choose to hv it. I am jux too tired and dunno hw to continue on... I would feel alone at times even dere r frens being wif miii ... Can jux sae my life ish lyke a crazy cycle tat nvr stop spinning of sadness and......

Dinner wif family at country club restaurant

Went out wif parents to eat dinner, haha!!! So let the pics do the talking and my parents ordered wad i reali luv to eat and my favourite Shark fin... Me and my bro 1 bowl each and ish quite alot and simply delicious!!! JUx simply feel so blessed....

Studing at changi airport

Yo PeEps!!! Currently at changi airport nw studying wif Zyann an d Wj. For mii ish so call study lah coz i using labtop, haha!!! Finish my N level 2dae finaaly i am FREE and no more stress!!! but i still quite worried for my results and i dun tink abt it ler bahx as tink more worry more... Going to leave everything in GOD hands and wait for my results to be out!!! Found a job at Sakae Sushi and they sae will take a week to confirm but didnt expect so fast den 2dae the manager call mii to confirm everything and tell mii go paya lebar their main office for a health checkup briefing in the morning 10 a.m.... OMG,tats lyke so far!!! Tats all for todae so cya folks till next time!!!! :)

Exams stress.....

Exams r killing me and i am seriously super stress as parent keep on nag abt me did nt study and keep on tell mii to study..... I am seriously tired and i jux dun even wan continue my papers anymore, haix!!!! Juz hope tat wednesdae quickly come so tat i can finish my last paper and get done wif it den i am finally free!!!!!!!!

Farewell for BK

Went service on sat as usual juz tat the onli thing ish BK(UL) leaving for NS ler!!!!! So after sevice, e unit went down to meridian to hv dinner so after dinner, IMPACT ppl went for meeting and the learning yesterdae was reali fruitful. THK BK!!! What surprised me was BK actually design a IMPACT shirt for us and he gave it to us, i was totally shock and thk once again BK!!! We wear IMPACT shirt to take a pic as BK tot after meeting we go hme liao but we did nt and we did surprise him.... After meeting, we told BK tat we r going hme early den the CLS told him tat they wan do stats inside oceania room but actually the fact ish the rest of us went to henderson wave to prepare the farewell for u so reali sry tat we told u tat we r going hme but actually we r nt!!! We present a song to him and i was the 1st one to start so naturally i feel nervous but GOD gave mii e courage to overcome my fears and my anxiety. Hope tat u will lyke wad we all had prepared for u... Even though u will be in NS and u will reali be all alone wif ppl u dunno, u can seek GOD for help as i believe he will gif u the strength to persevere on... When u r down, dun forget abt us as lyke wad we sang in the song the lyrics juz nw as our love and GOD LOVE will bring u hme!!! I am proud to be a impact member too and i will do my best in wadever i do to glorify GOD!!! SO JY worhx and c u after 2 or 3 weeks time!!!! :)

EXAMS!!!!!!!!

I jux have my Chem, Bio and Maths Paper 1 on mondae. For me seriously science and maths are my killer subjects although chem was hard but bio was dammn easy. The topics tat i study all came out and i tot i would did veri badly for my bio papers but even though if i fail, but it will nt be a single digit anymore. :) So my Maths and chem totally flunk veri badly and i still gt Maths Paper 2 this fridae to do..... OMG, i cant believe it man but i will still do my veri best to complete the papers and i PRAY tat GOD u will continue gif me the wisdom and anointing for the other papers tat i will be doing next week so GOD bless all the ppl doing N Level!!!!

Regrets.....

I cant seems to slp as lyke my N level chem/bio and my maths paper 1 ish coming in a few hrs ltr. I am busy mugging nw and trying my veri best to revise everything i could.... How i wish TiMe could go back and start everything over again and i shld nt be too plyful last time as i wan learn everything all over.... I prayed tat GOD will gif me his anointing and the wisdom to carry on and do the papers ltr on. All the best for all the N level students and do ur best in wadever u
could, JYJY!!!!

THK GOD FOR EVERYTHING TAT U DONE FOR ME AND GIVEN ME!!!

Woke up late yesterdae and i was nt reali prepare to go out study yet as i didnt fixed time wif wj. So obviously i didnt go sku again, duh!!! so met him in the early afternoon and daryl was dere too as we went bugis get sum stuff 1st den we proceed to raffles place for our intensive study again. We went TCC for study, wah, high class lehx!!!! After our study, we went lao pa sha to eat and i reali thk GOD for the fellowship and the study time todae oso. Jux nw daryl was consulting wj all sum problems then he tok abt sum stuffs den till the topic of glorifying GOD!!! I seriously need brushed up on my maths soon as when u fail veri badly until UNGRADED for tat subject, although will feel discourage or gif up... I learnt tat too we shld nt gif up as this ish oso the best chance to glorify GOD and to be a salt and light for him to win ppl hearts!!!! I know nw ish a bit too late for revision anymore but i will still persevere on to keep on studying for my maths and other subjects too. If i gt the chance to go up to sec 5, tat would reali be GOD grace to me and i will reali treasure the chance so much tat u had given me. Lastly, i wan to thk every1 hu enocurage me to keep on persevere on wif my studies, ppl in sku lyke wan ting tat u r alwaes the 1st tat gif me encouragement the trust tat u believe in me, i reali appreciate the friendship between us and u will be my best fren alwaes!!! I will oso nt forget my cg members and my CL plus other ppl in the unit and ppl in church from other districts... THK alot for all the encouragement tat u all had send me!!! I wan to tell everybody tat even exams are nearing, we shld nt juz keep on doing hw or stuffs and neglect GOD aside. We shld spend time wif him too and if u gt any troubles, talk to him and he will alwaes be dere for u and listen to u!!! I wan to thk GOD for everything tat u done for me and had given me the frens tat i had ever wan... U r reali the best GOD tat hv bless mii alot and i pray tat u would continue to use me as a vessel to spread the Gospel to the ppl outside and be a biblical man in ur kingdom also a salt and light tat will shine for u!!! :)

Farewell for HY

Did nt went sku todae again... Well the reason ish nt sae tat i dun feel lyke going ish even if we go, we cant even concentrate on our studies and teacher dun even bother to teach... Go dere oso waste time might as well go out wif frens to study so tat they can help u nt lyke go sku sleep or slack!!! I went out 10 am in the morning to study wif wj and i chiong all the way nw and reali hopes tat i can pass my N level wif my hard work these past few months!!!! After study, went for cg at joel hse, we hving steamboat todae but oso a farewell for Hui Yang as hes moving on to MiNoPs to continue to ply his keyboard, LOL!!! Reali wan to wish him all the best and i believe GOD will use him to his max to play his keyboard to continue to minister in the spirit and ply beautiful music to GOD also touch the ppl heart!!! Believe tat u can do it de and GOD placed u in minops for a purpose too to continue to do his work even u r nt in the unit anymore, JUZ wan to encourage u too jy in the KOG and i believe GOD will bring u to a greater heights to serve him more effectively!!! THK for all the encouragement tat u given me throughout last year till this year!!! Reali great to hv u as a fren and brother in cHrIsT and lets jy together to fulfil the great commission!!! :)

I gt a kind of mixed feelings, insecurity and i alwaes tink alot nwadaes... But i KnOw GOD is alwaes wif me even when everybody abandon me and when i am left alone, U will be dere for me alwaes... I wan to declare is I LUV U GOD!!!! U hv comforted me, gaven me strength to continue on my walk wif u and in my sad times, u pull me up and encouraged me nt to gif up to persevere on. This is a song tat when i listen it, it reali gif me reali big encouragement tat GOD is mighty to save and u can cast all our troubles aside. All i can sae tat is i hv nt regretted knowing u since the dae i had started my walk wif u!!!

Mighty to save:
Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Savior He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save

Forever Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
And fill my life again

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender I surrender

Savior He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave (x2)

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus (x2)

Savior He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave (x2)

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus (x4

Me zi lian at hme b4 going out, LOL!!!




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Ming quan, me, charlene and dillion