Have been hving exams these past few weeks. Prelim came and nw mock exam ish lyke omg, driving me crazy. I totallt flunk my prelims and i score veri badly. The worst part ish next week ish N Level and time ish running out.... Muz buck up and ready for my last preparation of work b4 my N levels..... All e best to all those hu r taking N level next week.....

Juz wan to take the time to evaluate myself as i considered this for veri long, i seriously tink tat i reali need to grow more so tat i would achieve wad i wan b4 end of CG08 or end October. I reali need grow in these 2 areas which are punctuality and my temper.... I wan to really grow and sHine for GOD and giving all my best to serve the MIGHTY GOD!!!! I going reali take note of my spiritual life nw and start all over again wif a new chapter.... I wan to totally take off my mask and be a real christ followers. DUn serve GOD bcoz of pride but serve Him wif luv so tat we can do more great stuffs for him and I know GOD luvs me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

During PM, BK asked me wad ish passion so decided ask ppl and my unit volunteer me. Haha!! So at the point of time, i cant tink of any answer to describe but afterwards when my turn, i said serving GOD and giving all my best.... GOD have really bless me since after Oasis camp as stared to reali see hw GOD perform great miracles.... I will tink passion ish music and dance last tiMe but nw i KnOw there ish 1 more veri important to me which ish serving GOD.:)

Went to YCK stadium to watch the hope final premier league. The soccer match was exciting and i know 2 new frens 2dae.:) They are Yong en and Zhejia from North.:) After tat, me and mcq saw Ruth at the stadium and so long didnt c her ler. So both of us decided to sae Hi to her and we tooK sum pics too:)

Here are sum pics tat wanna share:

This week was quite tiring as prelims ish here and luckily i can managed the subjects tat i take this week. SO overall nt bad lah.... After tat, mum fetch me hme den bring me and bro go temple go pay respects to my grandma. I saw this Indian lady so i was puzzled as tot onli cHinese are allowed to work dere. So ask mum den she sae shld be those labourers from other countries. Dunno why de sad feeling came again and i started tinking abt those old people and poor people who are working lyke selling tissue paper so started feel sad and pity for dem.... I was tinking hw blessed i am tat i dun treasure the things ard me and compare wif those ppl, i am totally dunno hw blessed i am as they do so much things or sell tissues can onli earn a bit of money tat may nt even enuf for dem for a week..... I shld reali thk GOD for wad i hv nw and shld nt be too demanding plus need change my temper as my temper ish getting worse each dae..... Reali pray tat GOD would bless those ppl out dere wif enuf food everydae to keep dem from hunger and shower ur love on dem too.:)

What a weird dae

Wen to cut my hair yesterdae and were supposed to go study wif wj after tat, He managed to study and it took me an hr to cut hair so didnt managed to study as tat time were already going to 10pm. Haiz, supposed to study on tues and wed but i didnt well, i was watching movie yesterdae den no time study ler as it getting late and sumore on tues i was shopping away until no time study....-.- Wj went to buy burger and we were at entertainment mac, i was siting alone den notice tat this guy while he were mopping the floor, he keep on stare at me den i was freaked out so didnt dare look at him, i looked at my phone till wj return. So i told him abt wad happened den he said tat when he was alone while i was cutting hair, he oso keep on staring at him. The worst thing ish he keep on staring at both of us and he keep on mopping the floor dunno for wad and the floor ish already super freaky clean.... SO when me and wj finished eating our food, we quickly went off if didnt hor, ltr he keep on staring at us den we jialat liao.......

Went back to sku todae to get my O Level Chinese result. I was anxious and dun reali care at all as i tot i would get C6 as i didnt study plus i didnt finish de paper on time as sum questions i even wrote the wrong answer. Gt ard 33 ppl get A1 or A2 and Wan ting plus jie si was the many tat get the A2 too. CONGRATS to both of you....:) Nw my turn to get my chinese results , i was anxious and walked forward to the teacher expecting tat i would get a C6 but GOD bless i get a B3 for my chinese. Praise GOD!!!! My prayer work and i oso learnt tat hv faith in GOD, nth ish impossible..... My results from C6 since last year for my chinese and this year too, but i improve this round i get a B3 for my chinese tat GOD u hv reali bless me alot these past few months and i am grateful to U.:) If i can use it in my N Levels, i will get 1 point for my chinese and tats reali a great start.... I will continue worK hard for the few months till N level comes..... THK GOD for wad u hv Bless me these few months with lots of things and i am truly grateful to u........:)

Pics with memorable memories

Since nth to do, so decided to share sum pics.......

Yesterdae was National Dae. Service started early this time at ard 1 den wake up at 7 reach cuppage at ard 9 sumthing to help dawn and jes for holy comm as lack of manpower. Holy comm was fun and enjoy it although 1st time doing it. So 1st service start 1st, finish ler den 2nd service. After service, straight away go ps carrefour to buy the foods we needed for our retreat at AMK ministry hse den finish buying ler, me, daniel, mcq went to get de chocolates at my hse. After getting everything, We went straight down to AMK ministry hse luckily DAD fetch me, daniel, mcq to ministry hse or else drench in the rain... SOBS!!!! Luckily Jess didnt saw the chocolates me and mcq buy for her so managed to sneak in the chocolates and put it in the fridge... It was games time and obviously i was being sabo and hv do forefit but i drag JeSs along wif me to do forefit. THK JeSs for doing it wif me..... After tat was affirmation time, den we prayed for JeSs as she ove on to the tertiary side, SOBS!!!! But believe tat even though we will be in different unit ler, Believe tat GOD will make full use of ur potential to shine urself in the tertiary side.... U hv been a great impact to me and a Leader tat self-sacrifice for the ppl also u r a person tat reali encourage me when i am down..... ALL THE BEST IN TERTIARY!!!!:)

Trust among frens???

Berlinda, ur words have came to my mind again.... Do we reali can fully trust our frens? Even if they r ur reali best/gd frens? They may tell lies to u or even deceive u den tell others abt u differently behind ur bag??? So ish dere reali sum1 we can reali trust and depend on when we reali need to???

Sumtimes i would wonder wad ish frens all abt??? U can be on surface to be gd frens wif dem but hu knows tat they may do sumthing nasty to u??? True friendship ish all abt tolerate each other and accepting one another flaws and can oso help each other to overcome it. I wonder sumtimes whether i hv mahx??? But nw for sure i have alot of true frens hu ish wif me and accepting for hu i am nt lyke sum other ppl ??? Bunch of HYPOCRITES!!!!! THK fReNs for wad u all hv done for me.:)

Me & Jess on the train

The sundae tat i spend yesterdae was different as the thing ish FOP was de last dae yesterdae, luckily can make it. I went with Melissa, Aaron, Chee li for the FOP. FOP totally rox as the P&W was nice and great. They invited the parachute band, Hillsong with Rueben Morgan and the sermon was great too. Starting was Hillsong + Rueben Morgan den after tat was the parachute band and they are totally cool.... Going buy their cDs to listen as their p&W were all so nice and was touched by the song.:) The sermon tat the pastor prepared was abt luv although i learnt b4. But after listening it, i tink tat i didnt apply wad i learn and wad the pastor sae ish true tat without luv, everything does nt matter n luv last for eternity as ish the greatest thing tat human ever need as like hw GoD luv the world and sent his only son JeSus to died for us. This ish wad i call luv. So from nw on, i need to apply this point to my daily life too.:) After sermon, was P&W again, this time hillsong + Rueben Morgan and parachute band together they lead P&W and it was super damn cool plus it was even better den any concert tat i go b4. After the FOP,me, Aaron, Melissa, Chee li decided go KFC to get a drink/eat since it juz ended, the bus will be crowded anyway. After KFC, we went home ler and todae di siao aAron abt w****. LOL!!!:)

This saturdae was great but oso gt the sad part. So let mii begin, First of all, 2dae went 1st service with louis, desmond and his unit ppl. P&W was great and i totally jump lyke crazy. Finally, my prayer works and Louis converted. Cant describe the feeling out finally 3 weekS of prayers and prayers answered. Was super haPpy for louis tat i almost tear. So after 1st service, went to 2nd service. ThiS tiMe i am toTaLly super duper high as i tink tat bcoz of louis converted plus my shepherd tell me to be more enthu den 1st service so i did it.LOL!!! Sry if i hit any1 juz nw during praise, P.S!!!! After service, went to oceania room to celebrate BK BiRThDae as we wanted gif Him a surprise so we didnt let Him KnOw beforehand and we totally sUrpRise him. HaHA!!! But the sad part comes, after the celebration, BK announced tat JeSs will be moving on to the tertiary gRp to serve and her last service in youth will be next week. Me and MCQ were super shocked tat we dunNo wad to sae. So ltr on went to ask why moving on den she explain and me and mcq tear as sum1 hu ish cLose to us and the one hu been encouraging me and mcq ish moving on so fast. Guess tat ish GoD plan.:) After everything, ULS and CLS went for YCLM so the rest we went for dinner and Me, MeliSsa, DaWn, LiTiNg we went to cafe cartel to eat our dinner and we order alot of food and the bill was $90.05.... So after dinner, 4 of us went ard ps jialan jialan den go pC buNk to slaCk a while den we take train go hme liao.....