Moving blog

The blog is currently out nw due to some guy that mess my blog up. shall be moving on to wordpress, after i link ler will link ya guys back!!! STAY TUNE!!! Wordpress also more organise so BYEBYE!!!!

Feeling so confuse this few daes, i had alwaes live aimlessly since sec 1 until i came to knw GOD. Sumtimes me myself also doesnt knw wad i really wanted... LOst in e forest is so scary that what have i really achieve in my walk wif GOD or my spiritual life??? I alwaes wanting to grow in so much areas and i did hv a few breakthroughs but think of it, is it really worth it... Yes, it does i can say. I oso doesnt knw wad i want nw and what i really want to achieve. Position is just a tittle but being in so long ler, i still does nt get wad i want and why is this happening to me??? IS it bcoz i am nt growing or i jux nt fit??? 我不配? I AM SO FREAKING LOSTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

Went to school today as usual and lessons jux oso normal. But today was lyke totally freaking boring and fall aslp in almost lesson except F&N lesson coz is impossible to sleep with MRS TEO around. LOL!!! Reason for falling asleep and stuffs is nt i intentionally or do it deliberately just tat i am still freaking sick in my physical health but nt e mind lah, of coz!!! DUH!!!!!!!! Lexi, jeannie oso sick tat we didnt go English remedial today just went back home straight as this week is like so totally screwed up... Falling sick really cant do lots of stuffs and worst is i canot eat my FAVOURITE FOOD!!! Food is a GIFT and Blessing from GOD lor if nt we die long ago or ages liao, LOL!!! I JUX SIMPLY LOVE TO EAT!!!!!!!!

Dun wanna indulge in the past anymore, i wanna make full use of my baptism name to the fullest meaning. Matthew= GIFT OF THE LORD. I wanna be a blessing to ppl ard me and set a gd example. Although i am nt a really good role model, but i will do my fullest best to shine for JESUS!!! Be The BEST SHEPHERD For JESUS!!! Shine all the way to the brightest that i can be. Didnt went sku todae cox still sick and i really pray tat my body get well soon and for those ppl ard me tat nt doing well. Friends will alwaes remain as FRIENDS!!!

Friendship

Does True FRIENDSHIP really exist in this world???
Sumtimes ppl or me myself do wonder abt tis, Humans are really weak...
Giving up sometimes is really an option for me but i would rather nt
I still believe tat True FRIENDSHIP still exist
Maybe is just abt matter of time to face the trial
I believe tat friends shld be wif one another when they are in need of help or even in the happy times to be there to encourage each other
Shall leave it there and move on to another level of FRIENDSHIP

Finally knw who my new shep, it is CHI SUN!!!! LOL, nt bad lah coz get to grow under different ppl and i expecting to see hw i grow+is a new experience for CS too. Really looking forward of hw i will grow under him!!! Jux talk to Amanda jux nw cox ask her help me find my file as i hv everything inside+my timetable and everything and cox i left my file dunno wat which classrooms so oso quite hard to find. Maybe oso gt ppl wan ply pranks wif me and taken away my precious file. GRR, this is my second time lose file liao lehx. I need do filing somemore and nw i lost everything and hw am i going to answer to the TEACHERS??? Confirm get nagging from every teachers and all the teachers wan to check e file oso, really pray tat GOD will answer my prayer and i will be able to retrieve my lost file back!!!

Tears

As the rain comes
Tears flowing down unknowingly from the eyes of ours
Everything will nt reveal even when you are hurt
Tears on ur face will nt be seen
Just as perfectly the rain prevented the tears on ur face for letting others see
It is the perfect time to put on the perfect mask

Lessons

Todae everything was fine jux tat too tired so Lessons are really boring. Unitl F&N, i was quite unhappy coz i hv to partner wif this classmate and we jux see each other kan bu shun yan. I tried working wif him but it was lyke OMG, everything jux went wrong todae and him as my partner i jux feel tat i cant cook properly and alot of stress. I would rather i cook myself even if i cook until e food chao da, den working wif ppl tat dun lyke each other is really a stress and very 烦. Cant even rmb wad mrs teo did todae, super stress and she nag at me whole dae todae. Last final year in school liao, cant ppl ever GROW up and MATURE up their mentality??? Sumtimes i jux dunno why i being so 好心 lend ppl notes copy or help them do things especially for ppl in my class, they jux can forget everything and repeat the same old thingy.... Arent u GUYS tired abt doing same things all e time???? 火山要爆发了,受不了了!!!!