Feeling so confuse this few daes, i had alwaes live aimlessly since sec 1 until i came to knw GOD. Sumtimes me myself also doesnt knw wad i really wanted... LOst in e forest is so scary that what have i really achieve in my walk wif GOD or my spiritual life??? I alwaes wanting to grow in so much areas and i did hv a few breakthroughs but think of it, is it really worth it... Yes, it does i can say. I oso doesnt knw wad i want nw and what i really want to achieve. Position is just a tittle but being in so long ler, i still does nt get wad i want and why is this happening to me??? IS it bcoz i am nt growing or i jux nt fit??? 我不配? I AM SO FREAKING LOSTTTTTTTTT!!!!!