Moving blog

The blog is currently out nw due to some guy that mess my blog up. shall be moving on to wordpress, after i link ler will link ya guys back!!! STAY TUNE!!! Wordpress also more organise so BYEBYE!!!!

Feeling so confuse this few daes, i had alwaes live aimlessly since sec 1 until i came to knw GOD. Sumtimes me myself also doesnt knw wad i really wanted... LOst in e forest is so scary that what have i really achieve in my walk wif GOD or my spiritual life??? I alwaes wanting to grow in so much areas and i did hv a few breakthroughs but think of it, is it really worth it... Yes, it does i can say. I oso doesnt knw wad i want nw and what i really want to achieve. Position is just a tittle but being in so long ler, i still does nt get wad i want and why is this happening to me??? IS it bcoz i am nt growing or i jux nt fit??? 我不配? I AM SO FREAKING LOSTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

Went to school today as usual and lessons jux oso normal. But today was lyke totally freaking boring and fall aslp in almost lesson except F&N lesson coz is impossible to sleep with MRS TEO around. LOL!!! Reason for falling asleep and stuffs is nt i intentionally or do it deliberately just tat i am still freaking sick in my physical health but nt e mind lah, of coz!!! DUH!!!!!!!! Lexi, jeannie oso sick tat we didnt go English remedial today just went back home straight as this week is like so totally screwed up... Falling sick really cant do lots of stuffs and worst is i canot eat my FAVOURITE FOOD!!! Food is a GIFT and Blessing from GOD lor if nt we die long ago or ages liao, LOL!!! I JUX SIMPLY LOVE TO EAT!!!!!!!!

Dun wanna indulge in the past anymore, i wanna make full use of my baptism name to the fullest meaning. Matthew= GIFT OF THE LORD. I wanna be a blessing to ppl ard me and set a gd example. Although i am nt a really good role model, but i will do my fullest best to shine for JESUS!!! Be The BEST SHEPHERD For JESUS!!! Shine all the way to the brightest that i can be. Didnt went sku todae cox still sick and i really pray tat my body get well soon and for those ppl ard me tat nt doing well. Friends will alwaes remain as FRIENDS!!!

Friendship

Does True FRIENDSHIP really exist in this world???
Sumtimes ppl or me myself do wonder abt tis, Humans are really weak...
Giving up sometimes is really an option for me but i would rather nt
I still believe tat True FRIENDSHIP still exist
Maybe is just abt matter of time to face the trial
I believe tat friends shld be wif one another when they are in need of help or even in the happy times to be there to encourage each other
Shall leave it there and move on to another level of FRIENDSHIP

Finally knw who my new shep, it is CHI SUN!!!! LOL, nt bad lah coz get to grow under different ppl and i expecting to see hw i grow+is a new experience for CS too. Really looking forward of hw i will grow under him!!! Jux talk to Amanda jux nw cox ask her help me find my file as i hv everything inside+my timetable and everything and cox i left my file dunno wat which classrooms so oso quite hard to find. Maybe oso gt ppl wan ply pranks wif me and taken away my precious file. GRR, this is my second time lose file liao lehx. I need do filing somemore and nw i lost everything and hw am i going to answer to the TEACHERS??? Confirm get nagging from every teachers and all the teachers wan to check e file oso, really pray tat GOD will answer my prayer and i will be able to retrieve my lost file back!!!

Tears

As the rain comes
Tears flowing down unknowingly from the eyes of ours
Everything will nt reveal even when you are hurt
Tears on ur face will nt be seen
Just as perfectly the rain prevented the tears on ur face for letting others see
It is the perfect time to put on the perfect mask

Lessons

Todae everything was fine jux tat too tired so Lessons are really boring. Unitl F&N, i was quite unhappy coz i hv to partner wif this classmate and we jux see each other kan bu shun yan. I tried working wif him but it was lyke OMG, everything jux went wrong todae and him as my partner i jux feel tat i cant cook properly and alot of stress. I would rather i cook myself even if i cook until e food chao da, den working wif ppl tat dun lyke each other is really a stress and very 烦. Cant even rmb wad mrs teo did todae, super stress and she nag at me whole dae todae. Last final year in school liao, cant ppl ever GROW up and MATURE up their mentality??? Sumtimes i jux dunno why i being so 好心 lend ppl notes copy or help them do things especially for ppl in my class, they jux can forget everything and repeat the same old thingy.... Arent u GUYS tired abt doing same things all e time???? 火山要爆发了,受不了了!!!!

Clark Quay

Went Clark Quay yesterdae wif Josh suppose to hv ramen for dinner but in e end we hv subway for dinner, LOL!!! The reason was i nt enuf cash so we decided push it to lyke ard 10 daes ltr after i get my $$$ for some reasons??? Sry, Josh... I sae ler 10 daes ltr we will go eat agn so lyke wait for 10 more daes??? After we finish dinner, we went to sit at e Singapore River to sit down chat for a while b4 leaving e Singapore River to meet our parents for him is supper for me hmm, i tink supper too... LOL!!! Taken some pics but nt clear cox veri dark.

Maths test

I gt back my Maths Test todae and i get e whole sec 5 worst result for my probability test. I get 0/25 for my test den i was lyke sian, expected to fail but didnt expect i would get tat LOW!!! Maths jux sux wadever i study i cant jux get into this stupid brain of mine, GRRR!!!

Forgetful

Recentlly, dunno why tends to forget things easily lyke i left my box tat zyann gave me at David hse and jux nw i met Josh for Dinner i left my precioous earpiece wif him... After i gt down, den i notice. Feeling so stress too many things to do but i knw everything ish in GOD arrangements, i will jux leave it to GOD and gif my best in everything i do. FAITH is the Key to everything and Jesus ROX!!!

School

Didnt go school on thurs as i was sick so i made my way to e polyclinic and rested at hme. At night, while i was chatting on msn wif ber, heard tat TJY nt happy wif me and tot tat i dun wan do his test den dun come. I was like WTH i didnt mean it mahx and hw would i knw i suay suay sick on tat dae when u hv maths lesson wif e class. I didnt even mean it and he sae until tat i fake fake, Siao Lor.... If i fake sick, i would nt even come for ur probability test on fri lah even though i knw i would fail and get a scolding.... Den on fridae nth happen, jux stupid hair check agn, i was lyke nth happen de lor... Mr Ong suddenly sae fringe abit long cut agn den i was lyke WTH, i dun even much hair already still cut fringe and my forehead damn high lah, no fringe veri weird and ppl will see my high forehead... I will look FREAKING UGLY!!!!

ESS (Fall In Love)

Hmm, todae was e 1st Mirrors meeting and e meeting was damn cool. Finally knw e reasons why Bernard name e DMM Mirrors, E teaching was fruitful and it really enlightens mii a lot and todae e sermon ish all abt GOD Love as shirley preach to us yesterdae e topic too. E ESS wasa damn coll and ish WOW, and KCP had a convert. YAY!!! 3 cheers!!! So Lets welcome Edward to e family and its been a long time since KCP seen a convert too as tis ish really GOD Blessing to e kcp grp. ESS everyone had done a great job and although GUangyang dun see any fruits nw, but i believe tat they will grow and complete their sku!!! SO JY YC & CS, Both of u can do it de!!! Next week ish e combine service and hopes to see lots of visitors for CA!!! Sku ish lyke on mondae sumtimes think of it, it jux sux as need face so much stress which ish so different from last year and nt tat relaxing ler.... I will persevere on till end of this year bahx since i already chosen sec 5 and i jux pray tat EOY faster come den i no need worry this worry tat, so irrating, GRR!!!! Signing off from here peeps!!! :)

Unit Restructure

Unit Restructure started offically todae and i hv been transferred to CA4 wif dawn leading e CG... Guess tat ish a good change bahx as ish e benefit for GOD Kingdom and for CG09!!! Looking forward to really grow wif e new cg and see new breakthroughs in all of our lifes, guess tat tis will be another new chapter too. CHIONG CA4!!!!

人生的路

快乐的人不是没有烦恼或伤心的一天
只是有时不懂的怎样表达
或者是已经表达了
只是看不出罢了
但是至少快乐和伤心是生活里的点点滴滴
没有了这些情绪
又怎么能去感受到人生酸甜苦辣呢
只要我们看开一点
不管在大的人身波折
只要迎面而笑，一切都回过去的
那么就应该开心每一天来迎接新的一天
所谓旧的不去，新的不来嘛

Random

This year will really be a bz and chaotic work for me as i taking my O level this year. Can sae tat i feeling lots of stress nw and jux feel lyke giving up sumtimes as my studies are nt really gd and my N level result can show everything... Jux realli pray tat tis brand new 2009 year will be a new start for me of coz i will continue to jy in my studies... CNY coming ler and i am so glad cox dere will be lots of food and definetly i wan my HONGBAO cox i am running low of cash, LOL!!! Gonna sleep soon as i hving sku tmr as per normal and e gd thing abt mondae ish i can get to sleep abit longer as sku starts at 9. Retiring for e night nw, BYE!!! :)

Sec 1 Orientation

Yesterdae was e last dae of sec 1 orientation and can jux sae tat i hv a great time even though e class tat i take are quite naughty but they are still kids, so nvm!!! Sec 1 Grace are really a bunch of great and enthu ppl even though they are nt united during e 1st dae, but till e 3rd dae can see tat u all really put in alot of effort to knw each and other of ur classmates well tat u all really hv the potential to knw each and other more.... Can jux sae it was a joy taking u bunch of ppl and continue to stay JOYFUL since u ppl won e JOYFUL Award!!! Hmm, 1 more thingy I seriously LOVE e council dance as we bunch of councilors perform it during campfire and can sae we done a gd job and e process were Fun!!!!